An Exotic Veiled Woman1,668 views
I’m tired of a movement that separates itself from the rest of the women who are not activists, and talks about women like we are not also a part of this system and we do all conform in one way or another and we are all affected it, by the way we view our bodies and how we live our lives.
I give up on a revolution that is against everything and supported by nothing. Everything that is happening all over the world is making me feel like this revolution is getting smaller and smaller with every new sexist ad we see on the street, by every new law passed that oppresses a population of people who have lost hope and have no choice but to continue living with a minimum wage and an egg three times what its price was a month ago.
I give up on me, I give up on the idea that I will ever get to a point where I’m less effected by the criticism of others; that at the end of the day they are not any better activists or “feminists” than I am; it’s just their own way of being in control of things that got out of their hands, such as me. And to them I just want to say you are as bad as I am.
I’m tired of you my fellow feminists because of your Islamophobia. Your bigotry has turned me into an islamist with no faith and no spirituality. I’m tired of the weight on my shoulder for being a veiled queer woman that was not oppressed by her veil or her parents but was simply oppressed by ideas and the restrictions you put on me; where I had to love my veil just for it to be in the face of all the ideologies that say: “veils oppressed women.”
I’m tired of my veil for making me seem exotic to the white woman when I’m bartending in a trans-gender party. I’m tired of a community that is looking for acceptance but wouldn’t accept a veiled woman dancing in Obladi. I’m tired of my veil because my family thinks I should take it off because I don’t come home at 8:00 pm and pray like a good Muslim girl.
I give up on the cause that is my veil, because after 15 years of wearing it, it was turned into an oppressor of a young veiled gay girl.